dear sam or sampad....whos he?for those how dont know him hes one of my friends....so dont i have friends who r important enough to feature in this blog...yes i do but i have very few friends as such...so yes they will feature with time but why not start with the lastest of them....
They say relashionships are made in heaven but for me and sam it was made in hell. sometimes just for few days u meet a person in some turn of the twisting road of u r life and then the little time u spend with that person leaves and everlasting evergreen scratch in u r heart and memories. The same happend with me. Well it was an unfortunate turn of events that brought us together. I was out there in delhi slogging my but to get a decent place for my two months stay and then following sudeeps lead i finally reached the 2nd floor in 45 A Hauz Khaz only to find the person with whome we have came to meet was not available and some other guy with long black hairs and dreamy eyes open the door to answer my call...he let us in and then everythings history....there was sam and another guy named chauhan and there was me and chinu on the other side. beign an introvert I was quite and the first conversation started from their side...well i am trying to recreate it.lets see
SAM-- WANNA SMOKE
ME--SURE
He went and brought and brought me a Silk Cut. Now for me only two types of people smoke silk sult. One who are extremly creative and like the mild kick that it provides to the burning lungs and others who just cant smoke but wanna smoke but i knew from my heart that the person whos offering me the fag didnt belong to the secong catagory....
CHAUHAN--(SUDDENLY INTERRUPTING)NORMAL OR JOINT
ME--U HAVE JOINT
SAM--SURE, U WANT ONE
ME--WHY NOT, U JUST MADE MY DAY
we smoked ....didnt said a singlr word after that and then sam left and the next time we met was after a month...
so whos sam...one of my good friends..yes coz he deserves it...not because we used to get high together because he was sam and i am roby and our bond was formed in hell..thats it..hes special..
sam and i met next in the month of november...sam always said that every year in november he met someone very special in his life and said that till this year it was always a gurl but only this time he found a guy for a change...whats is sooo special about this guy..well he s the biggest doper but hes highly creative and more so he had been a topper in his B Arch years..all 5 years he was the no.1....
a gem of an artist specially painting.....he know every trick and art of seducing people into cream and hes good....the best time we spend were in the balcony where only me sam and joint used to spend time with each other...i started slowly but stadily and after about a week i was equivalent to him in when capacity for intake was taken into concideration.....hes the guy who till date have complimented me with the best compliment that any person could have given to me....when i asked him what was it about me that made him offer me joint he replied
" From the very instance i saw u....u seemed sooo different...not only from u r batchmates but as a person also. U a person who dares to be different...in short i like persons who can dare to do things differently."
for sam and me way of life is all about art and utilising art in every aspect. hes a worshipper of beauty like me....then it was one weekend when we took about what 7 joints to get high....and it was that day i reached a stage which i can easily term as the state of nirvana....yes cream brings out the real person inside of u.....it s a good way of studing a person. both of us dont like to be attached with the feminine gender .....but that dosent means we are not straight,,,we are but only for those females who r our type....
sam was that guy who gave me the high, the state of mind which i have so longed to get..and for that i am thankful and then after that he said that for the next period of u r life u will die to get this high so enjoy this state in which u r coz its the state which comes to u only once in u r life and u will cerish it as long as u live...
then again one day it rained in november and we both were in the GnR november rain mood and that meaned we smoke out side in the balcony to get most of the november rain....and then we understood the meaing of the song noember rain ....in short i can only say that 90% of the total time we spend with each other we were in a trance and the next 10% was spend in making joint but all these time we two we bloody honest with each other in every sense and what ever we did we never disturbed others coz we belived in LIVE AND LET LIVE FUNDA
YES THE NOVERBER RAIN LEFT A CHILL IN MY HEART WHICH WILL NEVER HEAL...
WHO KNOWS WHEN AND WHERE AND IN WHICH STATE WE WILL MEET BUT YES NEXT TIME IT WILL BE THE SAME COZ IT WONT BE THE FIRST TIME
ROBY
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