Thursday, November 22, 2007

Our Shadows Taller than our SOUL

Wicked thing is this life. It seems that many ppl r not satisfied with it and few many r still complaining about it...
dont count me...i hate it but leaving a mere creature like me out side this mealstorm....why is every one complaining....dissatisfied with wht life have offered..always saying it was better yesterday....
why didnt ppl get wht they want or why r they not happy after they get wht they want...is it that the charm of the expectation of getting the wants is more than actually realising that u have achived it..is it that the journey to the goal has more weightage than the goal it self...or is it that we r really scrwed in our mind..
wont say who cares but...still ....we complain and that s a big pain..
and even after complaining so much we are not able to change the situtation ...is it because in our subconsious we r still ligering with our old ego that yeah i wanted to be thing and now after i have this i am not satisfied but cant leave cos that will hurt my ego...
hell ya
we all like to fuel our ego to a gr8 extend..but is it bad??
some times we subjugate our dear soul to a whole lott of pain due to this.....
why???so confused...as rajiv mentioned in u r blog..roby=confused,doped,musical.....(remove the dope thing) roby=confused,boared and detuned.
thats me now...
some times the whole effort to love myself is wasted by the realisation that it causes more pain to u r inner self...making a wish to kill all wish would be a better statement to add to the fact that being narccisit havent helped me much...
rainbows are utopia and so is the treasure and the promised land....every thing is a hope and that s a fine thread upon which we all are ligering ..
but then again thats the charm...
ny way i donno how much bull shit i was capable to write..but now after pening down this crap..ok i am good at it
roby

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